Satisfy

"You're beautiful..." "How nice of you.."
All over and over again

Voices telling me lies

"You did good." "Good work"
Not enough is filling my mind, One word, I'm no satisfied!

I wan more, I want more

I ried more, I tried harder

But still... NOT ENOUGH!

I tried to hope as I tried harder

Instead satisfied, I fall hard and painfully

Looks from outsiders pierched into my lungs and heart

It hurs so much... It hurts....

I scream and scream

Reaching out my hand with tears

As I drown further and deeper in the darkness