Strange

Pain grips my heart everytime I breath

Familiar coldness crawls under my skin

Strange...

It's painful yet calming....

I had always reject Loneliness

But now I long for it

I don't reject pain coming to me

Because...

It comes with a soft smile...

Pain brings coldness with him

I should long for warmness, no?

Pain pierched my heart everytime it came

Now it holds me dearly

Coldness strangled me mercilessly

Now it envelops me dearly...

What did make them change?
I haven't done anything...

Strange....